♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009
long time didint sick edi..
yesterday finally sick liao..
i vomit 2 times..
vy difficult..
now, i still feeling not so well...
a fren..
when i sick, sad...
she will accopany me...
thx u so much..
my fren...
y is my fren treat me so good n not u?
is my fren is u..
how good i am..
when i in sick, the 1st one i find nt u..
is my fren...
she is the oni one who care me...
how bout u??
did u care me???
u say tat now i no like u...
isnt??
is i no like u or u no like me???
Listened to music @ 9:47 PM
♥ Wednesday, June 24, 2009
i realise tat not oni the distance between me n m become far n far..
even though u( @#@# ) oso...
wat wrong between us?
our hubungan not vy good de meh?
this few day, u like change edi..
i duno how to say..
just like the thing u nvr done or say to me, u sudden done it all...
i think i hv to stop sms vf u for few days, weeks or months....
let u n me calm down n solve wat going happen between us...
Listened to music @ 10:34 PM
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u edi nearly missing in my heart..
my heart sudden become vy empty...
do thing all oso no mood...
i edi success can pu t down u..
now v r stranger..
good stranger...
mon go a1 there to find A...
i purposely slow down my step..
hope sudden u will appear in front of me...
when i edi wan go, still hvn c u...
dissappointed oso edi show on my face..
isnt this oso mean tat i edi can gv up u?
or oni half half?
if suddenly i tell all my fren i edi gv up u,
they will how think?
think i curah hati to other o like a play gal?
i duno..
i am lost again..
u again change me in every thing...
the distance between me and u far and far..
this cant connect back edi..
i m thinking if we face to face, wat should i do?
straight go away or say hi to u?
i duno...i realy duno..
yong say wan change tuition to a1..
although there hv lot if benefits..
but one bad thing to me..
tat is i scare to meet u...
if i meet u, i scare i like u more again..
now my feeling to u is under 50%..
if let me c u, i scare i over 100%..
hope tat this incident wont happen..
i dunwan go there....
plz....
Listened to music @ 10:24 PM
♥ Wednesday, June 3, 2009
today hear jinn say tat u n yr ex thing..
she sudden tell me a lot of yr thing..
y jinn now oni tell me yr thing..
i acually success can gv up u..
but sudden..
when she talk about u..
my brain all appear u..
i think i still cant forget u totally..
i try in many way to forget u..
all success..
but sudden hear jinn say about u,
u automatic appear on my mind..
i try to make myself hapi this few day..
it mostly success..
but today like cant..
duno y..
isnt hear jinn talk bout u?
haiz..
i m bluring..
hope in one month any thing happen on u i oso wont bother..
tat mean i can totally forget u..
god..
gv me support..
this morning..
i wake up jiu think tat is THE END of this blog..
but til now..
i still typing here..
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Listened to music @ 10:28 PM
♥ Tuesday, June 2, 2009
We edi become stranger..
isnt the best way be stranger to let me forget u?
when i say to be stranger u oso didnt hv any strong respond..
u just say ok nia..
not other thing..
u totaly didnt bother it..
haha..
i think is the best way for u n me bah..
u say the hubungan between us is fren..
FREN..
fren is wat?
y i n other fren so close but vf u .. SO BAD..
after saying to u be a stranger..
i scare i do a wrong decision..
but this time is correct..
the next day i went genting..
i play some horrible outdoor game..
it very very scare..
but i didnt look so scare..
coz while i playing i m thinking u..
i oso thinking tat isnt make wrong decision..
i go play the buaian..
it spin high n fast..
i m scare..but i didnt shout..
duno y..
but after playing all this thing,
i relax more..
at this moment..
i realise tat my life without u i oso can live..
u r not belong to me..
n i m not belong to u oso..
i feel tat i can be a best bf..
coz i noe to love,care a ppl..
if u be my gf..
u will be the bahagia in the world..
but u duno it..
S+W+E+A+T+!+!+!
SWEAT!!!
Listened to music @ 10:39 PM
